Full Colour

Full Colour, originally uploaded by bataleigh.

A non-blurry, fully-healed shot of the first part of my chest tattoo. I'll be adding more to it soon, mostly tiny bats flying out of the 'arteries' and connecting to my left shoulder, which has bats on it already. Yup, I'm a geek for chiroptera.

Some things I love

As I was getting ready this morning, I realized there are a lot of products I use on a daily basis that I just love. So, I thought I'd throw together a list of things that keep me feeling presentable and maybe just plain pretty sometimes. ^_^

1. Organix Shampoo and Conditioner (Shea Butter formula)- The smell and the feel of my hair when I use these makes me so happy. Plus they're organic and free of sulfides so theyr'e better for me and the environment!

2. Mary Kay TimeWise 3-in-1 Facial Scrub and Lotion- The one set of products I've found that I'm not allergic to and they make my skin look great! Fewer breakouts, more even tones, smoother complexion...etc. Plus a bottle lasts me forever (4-5 months on average with daily use). It's pricier than everything else I've tried BUT it works better and by the time I buy 2 or 3 tubes of stuff that makes me itchy I could pay for one tube of something that works! <3 MK

3. Mary Kay TimeWise Day and Night Solutions- Last year I noticed the beginnings of crow's feet around my eyes and laugh lines around my mouth. I panicked...I was only 26! Ack! I joke about feeling old (because my body is in such bad shape) but to have visible evidence ON MY FACE? OMG NO! So, I talked to my MK consultant and she recommended this set of serums that work to undo all the crap your face goes through during the day. The daytime " Think of it as a veil of defense. With an SPF of 25, this innovative product helps prevent lines and discoloration before they occur by blocking damaging UVA/UVB rays. A calming peptide helps relax expression lines." (MaryKay.com) The nighttime formula is "A unique delivery system of encapsulated vitamins and antioxidants combined with collagen-enhancing peptides help fade away deep lines and wrinkles. Nutribeads® microcapsules are vitamin-packed. Rest assured your skin is being revitalized while you sleep." And I think they work! Those early-onset crow's feet are receding and the laugh lines are only there when I laugh! Take that old age!

4. Nexxus Headress Leave-in Conditioner- This stuff makes me love my hair. It's not only a leave-in conditioner, it heps your hair retain styling with heat tools (hair dryers, flat irons, curling irons, etc.) So, I don't have to put extra crap in my hair, always a bonus since I seem to be allergic to everything coming and going like gel, hair spray, mousse...either my face breaks out or my scalp breaks out. But this leav-in conditioner allows me to heat style my hair and go without extra crap and it leave my hair feeling smooth and silky while keeping it protected.

5. Almay Triple Effects Mascara- One of the few non-MK cosmetics I use. (I've not had luck with MK's mascaras as of yet...I've one more to try and it's on order.) Almay's products are known for their 'hypoallergenic' qualities and this is no exception. It curls, lengthens and volumizes my long-but-blonde lashes. It doesn't irritate my eyes since it's not waterproof, which I've found to be one culprit of my eye irritation woes. It does what it says- it makes my lashes appear long, thick and curled.

6. Mary Kay Eye Primer- I won't wear eye makeup without it. It really does the trick keeping shadows in place through the day (or night). It also helps weaker pigmented shadows go on smoother.

7. Vidal Sassoon Ceramic Ionic Hair Dryer- I don't know how I ever dried my hair without this thing. Before I lopped off all my hair and before I got this wonderful thing it would take me up to 30 minutes to get my hair mostly dry. Now with my shirter hair and the ionic beast- 8-10 minutes and it's fully dry. YES!!!! It's also great for styling too. <3 <3 <3

8. Burt's Bees Pomegranate Lip Balm- I'm a sucker for anything pomegranate. It's my second favorite lip balm (after my own homemade formula) and my favorite tube balm.

9. Mary Kay Oil-Free Eye Makeup Remover- Again, I'm not allergic to it and it does it's job very well.

01.22.09

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New boots again and what little bit of school spirit I have is covered by my scarf. Ha!

Scarf- gift from Mum
Sweater- College bookstore (The college I work at and attend)
Skirt- LB
Leggings- Cuddle duds
Boots- LB
Pretty Kitty- Laurel

WoW Geekery...

My friend Reid showed me this awesome WoW video at work today. <3



It is one of the best WoW videos I've seen. Ever.

01.21.09

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Some new goodies from LB online. Simple and warm. This would look better with a nice coloured belt and tights. Now I just need to acquire said accessories...

Sweater Dress, belt and boots- LB
Leggings- Cuddle Duds

I darkened my hair again. I think this is as close to my natural colour as I will ever get out of a box. the boy says I'm a turtleneck sweater and a pleated skirt away form being Velma form Scooby Doo and I'm quite alright with that.

A brief Interlude...

...featuring one of my favourite shows of all time "The Young Ones", a BBC production from the 1980's. I adore it and I found some clips on YouTube!

01.20.09

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Cozy warm sweaters are so nice.

Sweater- Sonoma
Belt- Cato
Dress- Lane Bryant
Tights- We Love Colors
Boots- Demonia
Scarf- VIntage, eBay lot

Happy Inauguration Day! ^_^

Also...REPO! The Genetic Opera was released on DVD today and I can't wait to get my copy (once my paycheck shows up...)

Mum has ordered me some new boots (2 pairs) and a few new dresses and I'm very excited for them to come in! New stuff on the cheap; I love catalog clearance shopping!

01.15.09

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I must be charging my lasers...
It was cold and I felt horrible all day. So I went for comfy.

Dress- Apt. 9
Silk thermal shirt- Wal-Mart (forever ago)
Jeans- Right fit blue, Lane Bryant
Ugly ugly ugly orthopedic shoes- Brooks
Scarf- Vintage, eBay lot

My spine is broken.

So 3 years ago (as of last week actually) on a Friday night I was doing yoga, trying to stretch out what I thought was a tight muscle in my back. I finally got a good stretch going and when I stood up I felt something sort of pop in my lower back. I went to move toward the couch and found I couldn't move my legs. I started to panic. I managed to penguin-waddle over to the couch and sit down when I felt another pop and the pain started. It was the absolute worst pain I have ever experienced in my life and I hope I never have to go through that ever again. So, I called my Mum and told her what had happened. She told me to call Ask-a-nurse. I called them and they said I had pulled a muscle in my back and need to take some aspirin or ibuprofen and lay on a heating pad. So I did. It did no good whatsoever. I was confined to the couch and my boyfriend (now husband) had to help me take baby steps to get to the bathroom. The next day I went to Instant Care who said they thought I had a ruptured disc and promptly sent me to the emergency room. The doctor in the emergency room told me I had pulled a muscle, despite the burning pain running down to my foot in my right leg, gave me a prescription for narcotics and sent me on my way. I was frustrated to say the least. Monday morning I called my doctor's office as soon as they opened and got an appointment to see my doctor. He said he thought it was a ruptured disc and sent me off for an MRI immediately. The MRI showed that my L5-S1 disc had indeed ruptured and was pinching my sciatic nerve on the right side (hence not being able to use my leg) so I was sent off to a Neurosurgeon for evaluation for surgery. I should mention that I was in my last semester of finishing my BA and had a 12 hour load, including 2 art studio classes. SO I tried to put off surgery until the end of the semester. I used a tens unit (electronic muscle stimulation) and narcotics to help me get thorough until May but I couldn't make it. I had to drop all but 2 of my classes since I couldn't drive or walk to class. In March of 2006 I went in for surgery, survived and went home 2 days later after a reaction to the morphine that made me hallucinate and try to rip my skin off. (Now I know...morphine bad...) I healed up thanks to my awesome husband, Mum, and future mother-in-law taking care of me. I was doing fine until the following February when I started having severe pain again. I saw my neurosurgeon and he diagnosed me with osteoarthritis, told me to move someplace warm and gave me 800mg ibuprofen to take. I did so and started PT to help my muscles regain their strength. I've struggled with the arthritis for the past 2 1/2 years, fearing cold weather and long work days. I've cried myself to sleep at night a few times because the pain was so bad. I get charlie horses in my legs constantly, more frequently at night. I finally couldn't take it any more and went to see my PA about the pain. I wanted arthritis medicine rather than pain killers since they weren't working. She prescribed me Mobic to help with the arthritis and sent me to PT again.
I had my first PT appointment on Tuesday (1/13) and it was a life-changing event. The therapist said there was no way arthritis alone was causing all of my symptoms, especially the pain in my leg. She said my disc had to be bulging again. I tried to do some simple exercises and was shaking with pain. She had me stop and hooked me up to an E-Stim machine (Electronic stimulation to help ease the pain) and gave me a heating pad (one of the best things on the face of the planet in my opinion). 15 minutes later I was feeling better. She did some traction on my leg to help take some pressure off the disc and it felt good. I left with a sense of happiness form the pain relief but also a sense of dread. She put me on restrictions of no lifting and no bending over (if I can help it). So I have to learn to ask for help, which is the hardest part for me. I'm quite independent. I'm now paranoid about rupturing the disc again, praying the PT can help me reverse some of the damage done. I don't know if I can go through the pain of the injury and the surgery again. I only have 40% of that disc left and if it were to rupture...well...the remedies for that are not pleasant. Spinal fusion or rods and plates in my back. Not options I want think about at age 27 and I want to have children. So many things to think about.
At any rate, that's my current situation. I muddle through the day and look forward to layign down on my super comfy bed (pillow top + memory foam= OMG comfy) and relaxing with my husband and animals.

01.14.09

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I wanted to utilize this great linen summer dress so I layered a v-neck sweater over it. I'm very happy with the results and will definitely do this with the red version of this dress that I own!

Linen embroidered dress- Lane Bryant
V-neck sweater with poufy sleeves- Lane Bryant
Tights- ?
Old battered boots- Demonia
Halloween charm bracelet- gift from Mum

01.13.09

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A new sweater vest and modified turtleneck, both 70% off at Kohl's! <3

V-neck turtleneck: Chaps (omg cheap!)
Long cardigan- Sonoma (also omg cheap!)
Belt- Cato's
Froggy Brooch- Kohl's
Skirt- Via Ebay, lace added by me
Red MJs- Sanitas
Fluffy head- Mr. Bowen

I decided to follow some good advice (thanks Sheila!) and wear the skirt shorter. Rather than take it up I simply pulled it up under my bust and this made it a better length!

01.12.09

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One of my other dresses from Lane Bryant. I love these! I decided it was too chilly for tights today and went with jeans and my favorite heels instead. My shoes and belt don't match...oh heavens...

Dress- Lane Bryant
Belt- Lane Bryant
Jeans- Right Fit Blue (Lane Bryant)
Brown and Gold heels- Aerosoles via the local antique mall ($8 and brand new!)
Recycled leather cuffs- Local head shop
Fluffy butt- Mr. Bowen

01.09.09

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I overslept again today. I woke up 20 minutes before I was supposed to be there but I was only 10 minutes late when I walked through the door. I grabbed what was handy and threw it on. I went after work and got my hair cut and I love it!

Hooded cardigan- gift from Mum
Tunic/dress- No Boundaries
Right Fit Blue jeans- LB
Red MJs- Sanitas
Lavender scarf- Vintage (EBay lot)

Mobic

I was a lamepants today and stayed home from work due to my osteoarthritis acting up. I went to the doctor and she started me on a new osteoarthritis medication (Mobic) so hopefully that will start helping soon. The cold weather murders me and I can't afford to not be able to go to work because of it.
Back to the grindstone tomorrow, then the weekend! Huzzah!

01.07.09

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I froze to death today whereas I burned up yesterday in fewer layers. I knew I should have taken a sweater to work.

Black shirt dress - LB (I own 3 of these and love them.)
Belt- Cato
Black tights- ??
Red MJs- Sanitas
Red, black, white and yellow striped scarf- Vintage (from an Ebay lot)
Blue recycled leather cuff- Local Head Shop

I'm working on getting my hair closer to my natural colour. This is a step in the right direction.


Freyja Mousekin <3 <3 <3

01.06.09

010609 with my new jacket, originally uploaded by bataleigh.

Mr. Bowen was inspecting my boots. This is the new blazer I got for christmas. It's a nice stretch moleskin with belt detailing.

Purple Blazer: Necessities, gift from Mum
Stripey Shirt: Abney park <3
Thin-wale corduroy skirt: Necessary Objects (via Ebay years and years ago, lace added by me)
Purple skull scarf: Gift
Purple tights: Gift ( I think they came from the LB catalog a few years back)
Boots: Ol' battered Demonias

Sans jacket, smiling at my dancing puppies.

01.05.09

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First day back at work after the break and my first day on first shift. Daylight...not my friend...I nearly overslept and just grabbed what I could to get ready for work. I got this jacket from Mum and Dad for Christmas and love it! I too this pic after I got home form work and I realize now I look a little worse for the wear. Running on 4 hours of sleep will do that I suppose. >.<

Black jacket- Gift from Mum
Teal LS tee- LB
Wide leg denim trousers- LB
Red MJs- Sanitas
Fluffybutt-Mr. Bowen

It's that time of the year when everyone asks about Resolutions. I got asked that at least 4 times at work today and I hadn't actually thought about it. It's probably the first year in more than I care to count that I haven't automatically said "Lose weight". After giving it some thought I decided my resolution this year is to be careful who I trust (especially at work) and cultivate the friendships I know not to be detrimental to my well-being. A lot of times I trust far too easily, openly, blindly and in the end that is not always a good thing. A lot of things that happened last year really opened my eyes up to that. I think of myself as pretty cynical but in reality I'm only half as cynical as I make out to be. I need to toughen up my barriers on a lot of fronts. As for losing weight? Well...that's just a given but I'm not going to beat myself up over it any longer. Things will start happening soon that will aid me in this endeavor and my health will improve because of it. I realize I'll never be a size 6 or 8. I'd be lam blasted at a 14 or...dare-I-say-it...a size 12. BUT I'll not be analyzing and criticizing myself on a daily basis looking for marked weight loss. As long as I don't gain I'm happy.
Simple Resolutions for 2009:
1. Be more cautious in who I trust.
2. Get finances in order. (Ha!)
3. Start dancing again.
4. Start walking my dogs as many days a week as possible. (This will depend on weather, class work and arthritis pain.)
5. Get the house organized. (HaHa!)
6. Get B's or better in both my courses this term.